my space

ill keep this one up coz i started it first but cos of jess u can also see
http://www.myspace.com/carlysdribble
if you want to but it wont have much stuff on it i dont have that much time on my hands to be one the net telling you all about my exciting life. ha ha :)

Here's some pic's from the lobe pageant was a good nite, lots of fun

sam & me

martin & me

sam, megan & me

liv & me

bit of a bender

well im up pretty early considering my last 2 day effort probably have only been sober 4 the 8 hours i had to work yesteday tho think i may have still been drunk driving 2 work in the morning bit of a blur. spose 2 do it all again 2nite dont think my body could handle it.
must say most fun ive had in awhile an why not i deserve to, at the end of the day i can do wat i want i dont have any one to go home and answer to. dont mind my pointless dribble i have only slept 4 three hours an yeah prob still pissed.
well happy australia day everyone and goodnite going back 2 hit my pillow.

i love this getting back into writting its making my head so much clearer even though i still cant sleep, not that i dont have it all together and im not thinking straight it just helps get through those lonely days when i have no one to talk to. sounds so sad but its not the end of the world

I havent written anything for a long time but I think I need to start again. I cant keep filling my head with every thought there just isnt enough room, an if no one ever reads my blogs I know I have to do it for me.
This year I promised my self that I wouln't go backwards and be happy with what I have. Good friends and family and if love happens to find me along the way I'll be waiting

Invisible friend

How can I repay you
For all your help an care
When I was alone
You were always there
Many of those late, late nights
When you stayed and listened to me
I told you my deepest secrets
And cried enough tears to fill the sea
I asked for your help
And believed that you really could
When everything else failed
I knew you never would
When my day comes to leave
To the pearly gates and skies forever blue
There will be one thing I haven’t finished
That is until I say thank you

Living in a dream world

Getting dark so go to bed
Time to rest my heavy head
Full of thoughts, happy and sad
Some good but mostly bad

Eyes are tired, falling asleep
When I wake, dreams I wish I could keep
Everything perfect it all turns out right
All this happens when day turns night

My dreams are mine so precious and real
Something of which no one could ever steal
Not to wake but to dream forever
Is what I wish but it would never

I just decided to start posting blogs again i deleted everything from last year and chose to set up a new one, it really is only just for me so dont judge me to quickly over what i may choose to share with you or the world

A few things to remember

What other people’s opinions are of you
Can’t have any personal effect on you
Until you can find self acceptance
And appreciation within yourself
Never change for anyone without good reason to
Be who you have to be
And prove yourself to no one
If you feel you don’t fit in
Make people fit you
Don’t ever be the odd one out
Be some one who others can admire
Make your own choices choose not to be a follower
Take into consideration
Others thoughts and feelings
Respect others and they shall respect you
Fulfill your wildest dreams and fantasies
Live life to the fullest
Don’t judge people and you wont be judged
Take care and pride in everything you do
Open your mind, heart and eyes
To the world so you wont miss out
On the obstacles you’ll have to overcome
That being friends, lover, family, heartache
It’s all a part of life