back into the swing

I started drawing again felt inspired but maybe I should just quit all together the hands are so rusty an dont feel as steady anymore, talking like im an old fossil. Just wish now I had of kept it up and it would stil feel right, maybe it will come back to me.

stil standing

well another week down an gone, wasnt very event apart from bowls wednesday nite lets just say that is was interesting not in such a good way. the ex seems to be everywhere i go these days ands its pissing me off. I started playing netball again. just mixed on thurs nite hopefully meet some cute hunky man, seems as the one a really want has no idea that I exsist an im not sure how to go about making it happen. im not a shy person but he makes me get serious butterflies :)

Oh and so to you again jess I no u may not have time but ill write 2 u at your myspace but I dont really use mine only did it so I could talk to you so add my blog to your favs page an check it out cos I wont put any photos onto myspace sorry.

doing well

the whole quiting thing is going really gd, i really didnt think that it would be this easy apart from eating heaps of lollies just have to double the exersise (ha ha)

dont no bout anyone else but this years valentines was a bit of a let down im so use to getting something wel i have for the past 4 years an this year was just a bit sad.
hope everyone else was lucky. :)

time to say gdbye

dont no wat is was maybe it was i was considering my future, thinking wat if i met the man of my dreams my soul mate and he hated the fact that im a (was a) casual smoker (meaning a few a day)an thats wat kept him away, how stupid does that sound. well not any more as from saturday night I've kicked the habbit , unbearable 2 live with an now addicted to chupa chups mmmmm.
so now i just have to worry about not letting my self get fat arrrrrrrhhhh!! it wont happen if i keep thinking this is for my future and 2 help me find a man ill be happy.im trying not to sound desperate its for my health 2 an sum day when i have my kids. i dont want to look like a wrinkled old prune face.

it's supose to be a sunflowere you cant really tell but i tried ok

A few things to remember

What other people’s opinions are of you
Can’t have any personal effect on you
Until you can find self acceptance
And appreciation within yourself
Never change for anyone without good reason to
Be who you have to be
And prove yourself to no one
If you feel you don’t fit in
Make people fit you
Don’t ever be the odd one out
Be some one who others can admire
Make your own choices choose not to be a follower
Take into consideration
Others thoughts and feelings
Respect others and they shall respect you
Fulfill your wildest dreams and fantasies
Live life to the fullest
Don’t judge people and you wont be judged
Take care and pride in everything you do
Open your mind, heart and eyes
To the world so you wont miss out
On the obstacles you’ll have to overcome
That being friends, lover, family, heartache
It’s all a part of life